cold

bleh. caught a cold yet again. or is it the flu? the new school sem’s about to start next tuesday and here i am getting sick. oh wells. haven’t been myself this two days. been really zoning out. heh.

i was at the national eye center yesterday. accompanied my younger bro for his monthly checkup. he’s got some probs with his eyes. anyway, i thought i saw her. i mean… i haven’t seen her in almost a year. but this person really looked like her… i don’t know how to explain the feelings i got so i guess i won’t bother to try…

i decided to walk up to that person to see if it was really her. well. i was mistaken. kinda glad it wasn’t her because i wouldn’t know what to say. yet, kinda disappointed it wasn’t her.

so… the question is: do i miss her? you bet. but am i going to do anything about it? nope. it’s over. i mean, if somewhere down the road we do get back together, it’s fine. but if not? it’s pointless for me to dwell on it now. it’ll just be another heartache. hehe. yeah. i’ve grown up.

  1. becky’s avatar

    Just found your blog and going to have a go around YOUR title and picture really intrigued me as I am just finding…admitting to myself that LIFE IS A ROLLERCOASTER…..

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  2. Jay’s avatar

    heya! thanks for dropping by.

    well. life IS a rollercoaster. it has it’s up and downs. although sometimes it may suck, i am slowly realising that the downs may not necessarily be bad. think of it as a period or time to get back in touch with yourself. slow down and smell the roses.

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