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back from the dead!

been away on a super long break. actually, what happened was pretty stupid. my server broke on me and i had to get a new host. and apart from that, i was away for reservist during that period.

and when i finally found my new host, i realised the backup data i received were packaged in a way that made no sense to me. if i actually took the time to figure it out, i’m sure this blog will have been up sooner. as it is, i had too much on my mind. work, love life1, finances… everything important.

so i neglected this site. thankfully though, Jer saved the day. thanks bro. although to be fair, you saved the day because you needed to get hosted as well. haha! but yep man. thanks.

in other news, i’m active (sorta) in church. i’m not only in the choir for the 7am Mass, i’ve also just signed up as a catechist. i’m also serving as a guitarist during monday night’s praise and worship session.

work is getting better. not very very good. but better. which is always cause for a celebration. my love life is still non-existent. and i can’t really be bothered with that actually. i mean, hey. if it happens, it happens. if not, i’m not going to mope and moan about it. hmmm. i’ll probably just drink it all away anyway.

and yes. eversince my trip back to the philippines, i’ve been drinking and drinking non-stop. it’s nothing alarming but i think it does sound pretty pathetic that i am drinking all by my lonesome. but never fear! i found someone to go drinking with. so everything’s all good.

  1. the lack of it actually…[]

Reflections

this post is the start of a new category. this category will be called reflections. have not decided on whether or not it will be a daily or a weekly thing but it will be a regular feature.

will also be cleaning up the blog. have decided to do something much more constructive and positive. i have been blogging for a number of years now but it seems that the quality of the posts haven’t really been maturing with the years. i will be starting a couple of new blogs as well. one will be more of my private and personal matters which will be closed to the public. basically, i just need to let off steam sometimes. blogging is a form of therapy for me but the way i have been blogging… however, when the things i have been blogging about becomes a matter which is discussed outside the blog, i feel that’s the final straw.

something happened a few weeks ago. initially it was some personal matter which slowly grew to include a whole bunch of other people. it was my fault though. glad to say the matter has blown over somewhat and while the dust is slowly settling, i’m still a little bit rankled at how it’s sort of spread. it’s kind of made me a little bit more wary of what i say and to whom i say things to. all the more i dare not trust people. so what i do now is to remember to keep my mouth shut.

the next blog is where i will put up the creative pieces i have done. whether it’s poetry or songs or demos or if it’s the upcoming fantasy fiction short story i am writing, it will be up there. this blog has pretty much become a collection of stuffs and it’s growing daily and i’m finding it hard to even design a theme for this blog because basically, this blog has no theme.

so basically, in the upcoming weeks of january, there will be something of a reboot coming to this site. it’s actually pretty scary. i kind of forgotten the basics of CSS designs and all my webdesign stuffs. i will need to refresh myself once again and this time, i hope i do a better job. don’t be surprised though if i end up reusing this theme.

on to tonight’s reflections.

basically, in my line of work, attitude determines our altitude. how hungry we are for our goals will actually manifest itself as how focused we are to achieving it. if we truly are hungry, we will find ways and means to achieve our goals. sadly, it seems i am not that hungry yet. although i know i want to hit my goal desperately, there’s still something blocking me.

it used to be a problem of my mindsets. however, now that the mind blocks are slowly being broken down, it comes down to habit as well as existing mind sets. for example, i’m used to having my saturdays and sundays off. i still remember 2 months back when i wasn’t involved in road shows. i would just stay home on those saturdays and sundays. i would only come to the office on saturday because of the focus meeting and if i have some urgent appointments. otherwise, if there are no appointments, i’d just take the day off.

even now, when i have my roadshows, i tend to get distracted easily on saturdays and sundays. i will need to overcome all these little problems asap. another problem i have is that i love to procrastinate a lot. and i need to get rid of it asap too!

read the manual and understand it.

although i own this domain, i have never really used this domain apart from this blog. which actually means although i have administrator powers, i never really use them. i have no freaking idea how to do more then set up ftp access, subdomains, mysql databases and emails.

one of the reasons i seldom access my control panel is that i have no idea what the other functions are for. i’m freaking terrified of messing around with stuffs i don’t know. anyway, something happened last night that reinforced that.

so the fgb asked me to help him set up a subdomain for the purpose of testing out wordpress mu. i thought it was a simple matter and actually it was. i mean, ftp access, a subdomain and a mysql database for the wordpress mu. how hard could it be? it’s something i have to do even to set up this subdomain for my blog.

well. fgb asked if it was possible for me to enable him to create a sub subdomain. he then linked me a knowledge base article on what to do to enable it. it was simple. just open a support ticket with my webhost and that’s it.

simple yeah? and i screwed it up. haha! all i had to do was simple. get my hosting company to add

ServerAlias *.subdomain.soliloquy.us

on to my domain’s httpd.conf file. nothing else. instead, what i did was ask them to add

ServerAlias *.soliloquy.us

instead. this affected ALL my current subdomains, thereby killing this blog. i panicked for a while before realising what exactly was wrong. i then opened another support ticket to get things back the way it was before.

thankfully, it was easy to do so. heh. moral of the story? before messing around with what i don’t know, i will make sure to not only read the manual and documentations but to bloody understand what i am doing before even attempting. some stuffs you can get away by reading the FAQs midway into the procedure. some other stuffs can only be done once and if you screwed it up, that’s it. as an example…

rm -rf

never ever try that as root.

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Fire!

my blog was down for almost 2 days because of a fire at the data centre where my blog’s hosted.

full news and updates here.

???

tried to do some ‘upgrading’ works on this blog. think i broke some stuffs instead.

one of the stuffs broken is the language. i tried to search for all my chinese/japanese/korean posts and all those characters came out as ??? instead of the appropriate chinese/japanese/korean characters.

i seriously have no idea what’s wrong. it could be wordpress itself or it may be something to do with the encoding on the database side. my browser’s encoding is working perfectly fine as i can read those characters when i browse other sites. heck! even here on wordpress, as i’m actually typing down the characters, they all appear fine too. it’s only when i hit the publish button that the characters appear as ???.

new blog addy

new blog addy is my.soliloquy.us. apt name for a blog?

WP Tiger Admin

just recently installed this plugin called Wordpress Tiger Administration and man is it awesome. i’m slowly exploring it and so far, i like it. anyway, here’s the site to get it from. by the way, i heard of this plugin from here via SARA.

Up again

wheee! domain’s been renewed and man! everything’s good!

Update: Vader theme

currently using another theme that comes with the K2 package. it’s called Vader and man. it’s nice. mayhaps i might just stick to this until i actually start work on my own theme. heh. told ya i’m lazy.

interesting(?)

recently, on an msn conversation i had, someone told me my blog was getting boring. the person further mentioned that i used to write interesting stuffs, etc.

first off, i’d like to thank the person that well, she thought my blog was interesting in the first place. i never did think of my blog as interesting. like i mentioned in my wlny profile: about me:nothing much. i’m boring. hah. well, check out my blog. i’m a boring person and thus, by extension, so is my blog. but yeah. anyways thanks.

next, i’d like to mention that… i’ve always been writing what i’ve been writing. that’s to say, i write for myself. i know i have already explained it to the friend. but i may have said it in a harsh tone. so here i’m apologising. i’m sorry.

but yes. i don’t really like to ‘write for the masses’. that’s the job of journalists, etc. yeah i used to want to be a journalist. but i guess i don’t have the qualification or anything. anyway, i’m glad at least there’s someone who thought my blog was interesting.

IE

IE users… please change. for the love of God please change and use Firefox.

i just realised that this page looks like fuck on IE. IE suck balls.

Update: Blog name

this current version is reDefined where i am redefining my existence without her. i was planning to call my upcoming theme Inferior-Complexity(dot)OrgV3.0//forSakened. however, on second thoughts, i had already used it in a previous version. going to think up of a new name with emphasis on the present. also, it would reflect a shift in mindset, etc.

ah. i dunno. hahaha. some mumbo jumbo. anyone can help me with coming up of a new name?

Update: Archives

changed the archives. the archives should now be easier to use.

Update: Back

back to the previous layout. decided to do my testing on my projects subdomain. it’s all a work in progress thing cause i realised i really need a massive revamp to everything.

it’s pointless if i only revamp the layout. i need to revamp also the way i write. i don’t know how to explain it though.

Update: Sidebar removed

gonna go with this feel for now. removed the sidebar because it’s kinda useless anyway. i don’t know. i may put it back in the future. still thinking of the design…

updates: oh fuck. i just realised i keep my links on the sidebar. hahaha. ooops.

in the works

new theme in the works. finally decided to do something with the theme. in the meanwhile, like i mentioned, this blog is closed except for some updates to lyrics and video clips, etc.

some ideas i’m throwing around is maybe back to the brown coloured, desert like scheme i used when i just broke up her.

will be using either Kubrick or K2 as the base. hopefully i really can start work on this theme…

updates: this was back when i thought IE was cool. obviously now i know better. Mozilla rocks!

expiration

thank goodness JJ called me. turns out my domain is expiring tomorrow. whew. anyways, just renewed it. okie. back to sleep.

hiatus?

just woke up. feeling so much better than last night. jem and i were talking about blogs yesterday. i told him i’m thinking of closing down my blog. it’s hard enough trying to put my thoughts into words. and it’s getting harder to avoid playing to the crowds. i suddenly have this feeling that my blog is no longer my blog. i constantly have to check myself. i mean yes, it’s only been a few days that there’ve been new people that i just got to know who’s reading this blog. but considering how much i often update, it’s really getting to me on a whole new level.

i don’t censor myself. but i am checking myself. i have to make sure that whatever i write about people are ‘facts’ lest i ’start’ a whole new round of scandals. speaking of scandals, i have to clear something up.

2 weeks ago, jem never mentioned a single word of a certain someone being hawt. in case the hawt chick is still pissed with her brudders, i don’t think any of them knew it 2 weeks ago. i’m not trying to make myself appear all knowledgable or anything… but usually, when it comes to getting interested in anyone, i’m usually one of the persons jem would share it with.

maybe because we went through a lot of similar shit together, or just because we know each other for a long time, or maybe… just maybe, we kind of share similar tastes. but anyway, 2 weeks ago, jem was calling hawt chick a bitch. actually he didn’t call her a bitch. he just said she’s from mcm and he said it with that tone.

hahaha. i remember seeing hawt chick in the office and listening to her sing… i turned to jem and said “wow fuck man. she’s hawt. and she had such great vocals…” and jem turning to me and saying “fuck lah bro. she’s from mcm. she’ll bite. and she’ll prolly look down on you or something like that…” (not the exact words. and fuck me if that was even what he was thinking. it all took place a while back so yeah. don’t quote me on this.)

anyway, cut long story short… i think he only got interested in her during the camp cause he saw she was different from other mass commers. fuck. i think i’m a little bit intrigued as well. but my bro has called dibs so yeah. i was too slow. hahahaha!

by the way… don’t trust me on this entry. remember i just woke up. and i still have caffeine in my system so take everything i said with a pinch of salt. but fuck lah. she’s hawt. and she’s fucking interesting can? and great vocals. jem if you ain’t going to make a fucking move soon…

i like people i can communicate with. once i find people i can communicate intelligently with, hah. i will be a fucking talkative bastard. but if i can’t find any common grounds to talk with someone, i’ll just shutup. no point wasting my breath on someone who won’t be able to have an intelligent conversation with me. so far, the only person i could find who i can actually have an intelligent conversation with is jem. that’s why nnm called him fgb.

the next person is nnm himself. but it’s all a recent thingy so no idea if he really is that smart. hahaha! i mean yeah i call him smartypanty but that was in jest. he got to prove himself smarter than that. hahaha! let’s see… other than these 2… the next person would be hawt chick. i mean, those few mins yesterday at the office was enough to see the other side of her. i foresee myself having more intelligent conversations with her.

the rest of the people i talk to… i don’t know if you can see it. but i’d either talk down to you guys, or just talk about mundane stuffs. i don’t know how else to talk to you guys. the funny one… well. we have a common ground in WoW but that’s it i guess. with the sexy one… we talk about music and i don’t know. general shit online i think. with the chio one, i have just been teasing her and calling her chio one in her face… hahaha! damn she blushes prettily. never got a chance to talk with the cute one. oh wells. it’s only fgb and nnm that i actually can talk more indepth stuffs. why only guys.

good thing i love women too much to turn gay. hahahaha!

so, back to my question. should i close this blog? i have several secret blogging space. hah. only person who’d be able to find them even without me telling would be fgb. and that is why he’s the fgb. oh. and fgb doesn’t stand for fucking gay boy. just thought to get it clear. like what nm said, fgb’s powerbook seemed to talk to him and i agree. fgb taught me last night how to talk to my computer and the net on a whole new level. hahaha! hawt chick, that’s how i got your msn. so yeah. do leave a comment if you want me to close or what not. it makes me feel appreciated people are reading and leaving comments.

please do not change your nicks around or whatever nonsense. i don’t like that. my blog is a place for people to generally post intelligent stuffs. not for people to play around with nicks and whatnots. choose a certain nick and just stick to it. easier for me to know who’s commenting as well. i don’t want to anyhow block IPs… oh and my anti-spam system doesn’t like it too…

still closed, but…

just updated the wordpress backend from v1.5 to v2.0 and yeah, i must admit it’s looking good from the admin panel’s point of view. updated the template to K2. looks plain still, but i’m not complaining. it’s me. i’m plain. i’m boring. and ’sides, i like it.

thanks Michael for this wonderful template. loved the original kubrick template and i’m sure i’ll love this one too.

one thing i don’t like about wordpress v2.0 is the editor. i don’t know. just don’t really like it. i don’t like the preformats and stuffs. kinda want back the old editor. but wells, maybe i’ll grow to love it. and i just tried out Expression Engine on the main domain. i don’t know. seems powerful… but not as userfriendly as wordpress. i don’t know. i love wordpress. infact, just going to try out EE for a couple of days/weeks or so. if i really can’t get used to it, i’ll either install MT or use wordpress once again.

reason why i don’t want to use wordpress in the first place for the root domain is cause i don’t want to mix up both sites. i have a different plan for both sites. one’s more of a fiction site. some sort of a novel in progress, more suited to a cms package. wordpress can be used as a cms tool but somehow, i don’t really have an idea on how to use it as such.

anyways, like i said, this site’s still closed for now. i’ll be back with a revamp. i mean it this time.

revamp

i remember stating that i’m going to revamp this site. well… here’s my “live preview”. not much in the way of changes yet though. i’m still experimenting around with different css styles/techniques and basically, i want to stick very close to this ‘Kubrick’ template.

reading up alot on wordpress’ new functionality. very very instructive. for those who wants to design a theme for wordpress, be sure to read up on the wordpress codex.

noteworthy posts

In the past, bloggers were seen as nothing more than no-lifers hammering their woes at the keyboard. They had nothing better to do than update their blogs meticulously. As though anybody in the world gave a good goddamn what they write about.

And it was (and still is) true. Most people don’t give a damn about what most bloggers write about. But the image of blogging has changed somewhat. – beautifuk

seriously, I can’t stand lousy comments. I can understand why new bloggers would hurry to leave comments on every single blog they visit because initially when I was dying to garner readers, that was exactly what I did. But as one grows more acclimatized to the whole blogging environment, I guess that sort of attention whoring behaviour just naturally lost its grip on me. yet even when I was leaving comments, I would never ever write down the exact same stuff and blindly reiterating what a kazillion other commentors has said before you. – Mr Moron

NP Blogging Seminar

There’s going to be a bloggin seminar tomorrow in NP. from what i gather from the promotional posters around in school, it’s to do with how to blog safely and it will be ‘graced’ by Xiaxue, Popaghandi, mrbrown and Daryl Sng.

it’s at LT68E, from 9am – 12.30pm and yeaps. i’ll be there to ‘cover’ the event. hahaha! woot.

“it’s turbulent…”

hrmmm. talk about insightful. asked Mike whether the colour scheme i picked was nice. he said it was still a little bit too greyish. told him it has hints of blue… and that my new layout is supposed to be cloudy. he said, and i quote, “cloudy? more like turbulent. hehehe…”

hrmmm. that guy is insightful huh? i hadn’t meant to put it that way. in fact, as i mentioned, i wanted my new layout to be called tranquil skies. seems like i may need to change something. hahaha. turbulent. and yep. things have been rather turbulent lately.

colour shades

here are some colours i’d like to use. do give me some opinions? thanks!

#99CCCC, #99B3CC, #9999CC, #B399CC

#76829E, #B0C2EB, #9E9E9E, #EBEBEB, #616161

folksonomies in wordpress

i mentioned in a previous post about having tags in wordpress. also mentioned in that post that i wanted it to be based on keywords as well, instead of just categories. well… i’ve found a site which has already done that and a plugin which allows me to do just that.

haven’t exactly tried the plugin yet. still need to read up on wordpress’ documentation or at least plan my upcoming layout before implementing that plugin. from what i’ve seen of jarrod’s site, it requires quite a bit of an overhaul to the templates. and that’s precisely what i had intended to do anyway. so no use tinkering around with half-baked ideas. i need to have a complete overview of what i want and how to set it up.

i like the way he listed down his site structure. and that’s exactly/precisely what i need to do. cause i still haven’t yet have a solid idea on what i want and what i want to have. mx4’s theme is very interesting. i like the clean look. will probably use it as an idea. i’ll probably use the main i-c.org site as a sort of portal. learn how to integrate rss/atom feeds into the whole thing. reminds me a little bit of jem’s unamed community thingy.

@jem: are you still planning to resetting up that community thingy? get back the old bloggers from the old unamed. cause i actually planned my portal to be like a bit of boing boing or digg or slashdot, something like that. general idea anyway. but it would consist only of things i am reading.

currently, all blogs i am reading are stored in my bookmarks. either on my firefox itself, or in del.icio.us or accessed through thunderbird’s ‘news and blog’ subscription service thingy… why not just extract their feeds and directly view it on my site right? then i shall think of how to make it in such that those with latest posts are rolled up. sort of like blog roll, etc. hmmm. will need to read up on all this. argh! haha. giving myself projects to do. but oh wells… it is good to upgrade oneself.

on my to-do

been ‘researching’ on how best to revamp my blog. first up, i may want to switch back to using movabletype. not too sure why i’d want to change. actually i know. the one thing i really want most out of a blogging system is the ‘mobile’ aspect. jem’s mobileMT is the right app for the job. was planning to read up on his documentation and do up a mod for wordpress but at this point… nah. not now.

i plan to read up more on APIs. frankly, i have no idea what those are. then, after that, i want to read up on the APIs of Flikr and del.icio.us for some ideas on how to proceed next.

the next version of my layout should have some features similar to folksonomies, ie, tags. would be nice to have tags based on keywords, as well as just the categories. next up, some other features i’ve seen in other blogs and which i think would be nice to have as well. ‘recent comments posted’, ‘no. of times post has been read’, ‘asides or plugs’, etc.

should i create a ‘photoblog’ or should i just combine both together? themes. hmm. need a theme for the layout. i think i should read up on css and i should reading up from the basics. start again from scratch and make my layout standards compliant. xhtml strict. got to start doing something about the main i-c.org site. been using wordplay.i-c.org but i feel that the main i-c.org could be useful for something. i don’t know.

so… let’s see:

  • read up on documentation of wordpress and mt
  • - weigh the pros and cons, see which is more powerful to work with without having to mod too much.

  • read up on APIs
  • - Flikr, del.icio.us, etc

  • read up on css, xhtml, xml, php, mysql
  • - xhtml strict
    - php and mysql integration

  • theme for layout
  • - must be standards compliant

  • features to be considered
  • - recent comments posted
    - no. of times read
    - some form of id authentication in the comments so that no one can pretend to be me
    - folksonomies: keyword and category based tags, must also be weighted ala technorati, del.icio.us
    - asides, plugs

  • photoblog
  • main i-c.org site

edit: hahaha! do up a separate trackback and comment box. currently, trackbacks and comments exists in the same area, with nothing to differentiate between the two.

folksonomies

managed to find a plugin that allows me to generate categories on-the-fly much like those tags found in Flikr, del.icio.us, Technorati and others. thanks to Edmundo Hidalgo for this plugin. wordpress users can get it here.

themes

kept telling myself to go revamp my blog but somehow, creative juices haven’t been flowing. i haven’t designed a webpage in like one whole freaking year. the last site i designed was a simple site for my CATS project during my first sem in school. i haven’t written a song for quite some time as well. unlike jem and david, my creative wagon has been stuck in the mud and unable to get out.

anyway, to cut the long story short, i found a themes site for wordpress. enjoy mates!

mySongs

decided to open up this category again. going back to my songwritings. i have neglected writing songs for more than a year. i guess it is time to pick up my pen and paper and my guitar to really pen something down… pen something worth listening.

wordpress 1.5

finally decided to upgrade to version 1.5 and man. looks and feels good. love the new admin interface. although it is basically the same, there’s some fundamental changes in it that is great. i won’t bother to explain. you either are a wordpress user or you are not. if you are a wordpress user, and you haven’t changed to 1.5, shame on you dude. go download and try it. if you are not… i recommend trying it. you won’t regret. there’s no ‘rebuilding’ of files commonly found in blogger.

Kubrick

after countless hours of fighting with css, html tables and stupid gif images which somehow refuses to co-operate with me… i have decided to resort to using pre-formatted templates. templates not of my own devicing. why? well mainly just so that i can immediately get this blog underway.

anyway, this current template i am using is called kubrick, current version 1.2.6, designed by Michael Heilemann. thank you for this piece of work. as this template is open sourced,

Open Source
The Kubrick template is free and as open source, allowing you to make whatever changes you see fit, and even release the results, as long as you release it under the same terms as you received it.

quoted from the man himself, i intend to start making this template the basis of my future designs, layouts and whatnots.

ps: thanks Michael. you’re a lifesaver.

pps: a little disclaimer here… above image is mine. sort of anyway. took the stock picture off gettyimages and edited it. here’s my thanks to them as well.