“It was really about self expression. If you do want something or do like somebody, it’s to express it. You don’t have to necessarily attain it. I think the fact that you can have the courage to express yourself, that in itself is something that’s valuable and it’s important.”
- David Tao
i think this is the reason i like this song. the idea that even though you want something or like someone, you don’t have to attain it.
although it’s funny. yes. i admit i like her. but i don’t want to go through the hassles of letting her know and having to face rejection all over again. so in a way, this song is my form of expressing it. relationships are over-rated. i have stated it time and time again. you like someone, you both fall in love. you spend happy times together. then shit happens. you break up. and then you have to fucking start all over again.
no thanks.
yes i suppose it would be nice for me to be attached. i mean, i have been complaining that something’s lacking. been what now? 6 years? gosh. i have been single 6 bloody years. but to be fair, i did try. i think. but nothing ever comes of it. unless one considers the rejections.
what is it that i don’t have that makes it fucking hard to find someone who likes me? although if i were to really consider the question, i know what it is i lack. i lack self-confidence. guess that’s the killer huh? and i’m just too bland.
and so i guess i shall just have to be happy with what i have. and i actually am happy. for now.